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SEfangirl

WHY do i hurt. make it go away!
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will you, can you, swear it? by SEfangirl, literature

still... by SEfangirl, literature

written in blood by SEfangirl, literature

pure by SEfangirl, literature

fear, hope, and madness by SEfangirl, literature

painless love by SEfangirl, literature

mom hit me by SEfangirl, literature

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My Bio
hello all. i made this one so i could do stuff as i please with out my mom finding out. i am 42crazyaloise42anime.deviantar… and ya. this is my stuff that could get me a phone call from school or a family member begging me NOT kill my self because i really don't need that shit right naw thank you very much.

Favourite Movies
i like lots
Favourite TV Shows
soul eater
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
i like a lot of bands, like disturbed and stuff
Favourite Books
the book of three
Favourite Writers
too many to list
Favourite Games
power stone
Favourite Gaming Platform
the old one my bros have. i know how to work it.
Tools of the Trade
paint, paper, pencill, sharp.
Other Interests
i like skating, drawing, singing, and i like to cook some times.

I hate

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Dear anyone who cares I guess,     I am so so so sorry i have not been posting lately. i have some poems to put down but I really just can't. every day I have been feeling more and more hate in my heart. I hate people, I hate my mom, I hate the sun for shining, I hate the moon for being so far away I can not run away to it. I hate the Earth for spinning, I hate people saying my name, I hate waking up, I hate going to sleep, I hate pills for not making all my feelings go away, I hate my friends for fighting, I hate my friends for being sad, I hate the people at school for teasing me, I hate my cousin for hurting when i can't be there to prot
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never will be

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ok so lately i've just been hating my self more and more, and i have just been feeling like no matter what i do, i will never be as good as leela, or any of my brothers. like in my mothers eyes i am just useless trash. like all my family sees in me when they look at me is a waist of space. i don't even remember the last time my middle bro hugged me. and now that all my brothers and sis in laws are gone. i have just been feeling lonely. i am sure none of you guys care. but i just feel like i need to get some of this out. it just hurts to know that all my mother will ever see of me is some girl that will never be as good as any of my brothers.
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tagged

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Rules: 1. You must post these rules. 2. Each person must post 11 Facts about themselves in their journal. 3. Then Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer. 4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal. 5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her. 6. No tag backs. 1. i hate myself, sorry can't help it. 2. i love the color black. 3. i love all my big bros, and big bros that aren't my real bros but i think of them like my big bros like jackson and rick. 4. i love getting biggie back rides from my big bros stil
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thank you for faving <3 <3
Hey there! Thanks a lot for the fav :D
no problem! <3